urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:avoiding_cam See you this fall... see you see me, the real me. Cami 2005-05-06T22:05:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:avoiding_cam:2556 2005-05-06T21:35:29Z 2005-05-06T22:05:20Z Ayumi Hamasaki - RAINBOW I'm going to lose it, without losing me. I don't want to be just bones but I do want to be happy in my own skin. I want to actually buy and wear the clothing I like and not just putting it on my 'wish list'. I look at myself and say "How did this happen? This isn't me." By fall I hope to really be myself. I want to walk through the hallway at school with music in my head and feel great instead of feeling bad for people who have to look at me.<br /><br />I am <b>not ana</b>. I'm a faster, going by the <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_0nlythreeweeks' lj:user='0nlythreeweeks' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/0nlythreeweeks/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif' alt='[info]' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/0nlythreeweeks/'><b>0nlythreeweeks</b></a></span> plan. Call me a poser, I don't care.<br /><br />I want to stay ONLY a faster, I will not add ana girls who talk about wanting to only see bones and other triggering things. Light thinsperation photos (meaning pictures of girls that look HUMAN) are ok. Thank you. This post here might be as personal as I'll get. Most of my journal will be photos, fitness questions, etc. Not worth adding.